yes, i totally suck

let it be known that i am totally wracked with guilt over not joining the rallies all over the place today which were part of the world can't wait movement which, in case it's not obvious, is a bunch of people making it very clear that we (the world) really can't wait until 2008 to make bush & his entire administration step down. which we can't. wait. that is. i'm glad someone's saying it. and i want to be a part of this!!! i thought if i made it out today, that would be a good way to meet other people who feel the way i do and maybe become less isolated in my pissed-offedness, etc. however, i was accidentally up till 4 am and i slept really late, and i wasted the day away in bed putzing around on my ibook avoiding actually writing prose for my novel. i guess i got a couple other things done though which were important. but i know i should have gone out to join all the rallyers. in my defense, i only found out about it yesterday which didn't give me any time at all to prepare and arrange to go to bed super-early, etc. and had i thought it all out in advance i might have tried to use the occasion to hook up with a friend or two. or maybe i would have felt like being alone so i could not be distracted. who knows. anyway i didn't make it but WE HAVE TO GET RID OF BUSH and i really have to find a way i can help this cause in spite of the fact that i am a socially phobic hermit.